My fren says that my actions and words dun tally. Theory and practical are always different, cos practical takes into account the other mitigating factors.

Just like I always believe that it's either u want or dun want. If u want, u'll go all out for it. Even till now, I still believe in it. But for my SIA thingy, why is it that it seems tat I've cooled down quite a bit. The issue here is not that I'm not going all out for what I want but that I dunno if being a commercial pilot is really wat I want, after taking into account the other factors like my parents, money issue etc.. If my parents are younger, or I have a lot of spare cash, I'll go all out for it.. But can I really do so?