Wednesday, July 25, 2012

So much things happened these days that knocked me off my equilibrium. Suddenly felt so lost, so unlike myself. Lost my drive, lost my motivation, and lost my cool.

One of the things that affect me, is the feeling of insecurity. History repeats, because I have not learn how to handle it. It's always the same cycle. The same thing that affected me now is the very same one that affected me a few years ago. I guess it's time for me to learn to handle it. And I hope that  I can handle it well, It's a fight for myself, with myself. Perhaps as long as I have the "what is meant to be yours will be yours" attitude, I should be doing well.

It may be a tough period for me right now. But I got to do it...