It's always the hardest to step out of ur comfort zone, to brave the uncertainty. Some of my frens always talk about changing jobs but till now they're still in the same old job. Human beings are afraid of the unknown. Just like death. No one knows what awaits them after death, that's why they're afraid to die. No one knows what will happen after they quit, that's why they are still holding on to it. But hold for how long?
I remembered the day when I wanted to tell my superior that I wanted to quit. A few days before it, I was wondering what will happen if I quit. There's the risk out there, do I want to take the risk? What if I can't get a job? What if I dun like the new job? What if something happen to my family and I need money? What if, what if... There's endless of "what if".
Somehow I believe that when one door close, another will open. Unless u close the door, the other door will not open. Heaven wun let u die just like that. And therefore, I pluck up my courage to tell my superior that I wanted to quit.
To those who wanted to quit: Just quit! Don't procrastinate. If not, one day u'll find that u're too old to quit. Or u have too many committments to quit.
Give your life a second chance, a Another Beginning.....
In Loving Memory of Fixel
Fixel passed away 2 days ago. Initially he wasn't eating anything and my dad thought that he was sick. And then later he collapsed and could not stand up. I thought he was sicked and wanted to separate him from Pixel. But when I put him in another cage, he could not even stand up and lay on the floor of the cage. I immediately bring him to the vet. On the way there, he tried to stand up but he couldn't. The vet thought that there's something wrong with his intestine or so, and suggest him to be hospitalised. And I agreed. Before I go, I stroke him one last time. And as soon as I leave, he gave up on his life. The vet called and told me that he had passed on after I leave. They found some dried food in his throat. He must have choked on his food. And my dad went to the cage and found the water bottle empty. If I had remembered to check on the water when I put the food in, he would not have died.
Just found out that we can't use our CPF to pay for post graduate course. Was planning... in worst case if I cant get thru the pilot interview this time I'll go Malaysia to take the PPL. It cost abt RM$16 to 20k. And plus my masters course... It's really a heavy burden..
Thinking of forgoing my Masters course... But the risk...
My plans for now:
1st choice still pilot..
2nd choice is to further studies..
Got a place in NTU to study MSc(Biomedical Engineering). However if i manage to get into the pilot course I'll drop school.
I'm sending my application form again. If I get in I'll drop school. And if I can't get in I'll go malaysia to take the private pilot licence(PPL) and come back to try again. However if i'm studying by that time I'll go Malaysia in the morning and go for classes in the night. Masters is a night class by the way...
Just quitted my job to pursue my dream. I dunno if it's stupid or brave. But what's the point of doing sometime u dun enjoy? I believe that when one door close, another door will open. Unless u close this door, the other door will not open.
