Me: What should I do?
Higher self: What can u do?
Me: Why do things turn out this way?
Higher self: Things happen for a reason
Me: Is this the best way? to give up? She used to be my pride. I thot she has matured
Higher self: That's the path she chose. She has to be responsible for the things she did. She has her own life, and she choose the way to live. She has a freedom of choice. She has her own agenda in life. u should not change it.
Me: Have I lost? To fate? I thot i can change her, to defy fate
Higher self: She had already defy fate once, in her prelim 1. u know where she stands. Without u she wun do that well in her prelim 1. She'll still be at the bottom of her class. U have pulled her up and rewrite her fate once. u have done watever u can. Even now that u're gone, ur effect on her is still there. Her prelim 2 results will be better than what is written in her fate because of what u did in the past. She chose this path. Be contented... Now it's her show
Me: Why do things turn out this way?
Higher self: Isnt that good? I freed u from all the restrictions that u set for urself. How long do u want to tie urself to her? She has to be independent. u cant be with her forever. She feels some sort of guilt, and burden to u.
Me: I dun mind that, but y at this time, so near to her final exam?
Higher self: That's where u can see the impact. That's her final call. If she fail badly in her prelim 1, she'll still think there's time to catch up and still follow her old ways. This is the final wake up call to her
Me: But does she has time to catch up?
Higher self: Depends on whether she wants to catch up. She can't reach her potential or maximum without u... Will u teach her if she approaches u again?
Me: I dunno. I dunno how to trust her again. She hurted me so much
Higher self: u will know when to trust her. She did not hurt u. She's hurting herself. Dun think that she has disappointed u. She disappoint herself.
Me: Why din she look at the proven results in her prelims 1, but instead letting her mind rule over her? And her frens r supporting her decision instead of looking at the prelim 1 results? Aren't they to be blamed too?
Higher self: Yes, to a certain extent, but she has to be blamed for a bigger part. She has the freedom of choice.
Me: Will she be able to do well?
Higher self: u have the answer. She has the answer. It depends on herself
Me: What should i do?
Higher self: Carry on ur life. Enjoy it. If she really wants to do well, she'll look u up again. She knows she dun have the capability to improve as much as when u coach her. If she wakes up, she might still have the ability to do well. It's just a matter of how much improvement? Her frens cant help her much. They r struggling themselves. More likely they're a burden to her. The teachers r packed with too many things.
Me: But I can't guarantee that she can go JC
Higher self: Yes, u cant guarantee that. But there's someting u can certainly guarantee. That she'll do her very best, to her very limit. Isnt that better than going jc? jc is just a process, just a journey.
Me: But isnt that a waste that she has the potential but cant maximise it?
Higher self: Many dun have the potential and wanted to climb up but always get stuck. While as many have the potential but dun maximise it and cant climb. She always have the freedom of choice. And u should not decide for her. Everyone has a role in life. Everyone has a purpose in life. If her life is to be a factory worker, u cant change her to be a manager, unless she wants herself. Remember, only she can change her life, not u.
Me: I still cant accept the fact that she lied to me. Never in my life would I expect her to do such things, and to make use of her frens to lied to me. I trusted her. How can i trust her ever again?
Higher self: Like i said, u will know if u can ever trust her again. When time will tell.
Me: What's the future for her?
Higher self: Uncertain. Up to her.
posted by Whiteaura II @ 1:30 AM
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