Friday, March 28, 2008

1) This is the world where "miracles" are everyday occurences. This is a world overflowing with total abundance, where all good things exist now, within you.

2) Learn to become still, and to take your attention away from what you don't want, and all the emotional charge around it, and place the attention on what you wish to experience... Energy flows where attention goes.

3) What you resist will persist.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

I am detaching myself from everything. With attachment comes expectation, with expectation comes pain and disappointment. Not only I want to avoid pain, I want to see the whole picture.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I feel that in life, there's always something that marks the end of some things. A hallmark event recently, for me, marks the end of one chapter of my life and beginning of another.

This part of my life is ending. Everything is falling apart- the people, the things, and at the same time another chapter is opening up and constructing- Another group of people and things entering. Perhaps in my life, I'm only a passer by to many. To teach them something or to learn something from them and then we leave each other's life and move on to another lesson. Right from the start, I know that this chapter wun last. Perhaps I just feel a bit 可惜that it ends. I chose this to end.

Another person whom I had lost touch with begins to enter this new chapter. Is there some things I can teach her again? Or is she here in this chapter to teach me some other things? As more and more things begin to unfold for me....

Thursday, March 20, 2008

I really began to believe that in life, everything is arranged for you. Sometimes if we look carefully, everything wraps up nicely in every chapter and a new chapter begins to unfold. I dun know if it's good or bad, but I think it's the easier option..

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Life's been like a roller coaster. Every aspect of me, emotionally, physically... Everything seems to go haywire..

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Some people said that when we dropped and broke a crystal, it means we have bad luck. But those in crystals shop told me that when our crystal broke, it means that they helped us avert a disaster.

I broke 2 crystals consecutively in 2 days. Both are quite expensive crystals. Broke one yesterday, which cost me near $100. And today, showed my dad a crystal that I bought in Taiwan years ago and he dropped it. This one cost me near $300.

Actually i dunno which one to believe. As in when we broke a crystal, it means we have bad luck coming or the crystal "sacrificing" themselves for us. But one thing I know is that my luck is down. My right eye lid has been "jumping" for a few weeks. Tried to sleep as much as I could but it still "jumps". Went to take a aura pic and my aura is low...

Life like a roller coaster ride these days. A lot of ups and downs. Hopefully things turn out well..

Thursday, March 06, 2008

1 + 1??

I've learnt that in society, 1+1 is not equal to 2. We're so used to our parents or teacher saying "If u study hard, u'll earn lots of money" etc. The education system had moulded us into the believe that the world runs in a logical sense.

In actual fact, 1 + 1 is never equal to 2. Sometimes it's 0.5, 0.01, 2.5 or even 3. There's no fixed answer, depends on many factors. Of cos, hard work is one factor. Only one of the many factors...

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Finally ended my 2 weeks of "ordeal" as relief teacher. However, the principal asked me to come back as a co teacher next term. Flexible, so I chose to go back 2 times a week. Exact responsibility not confirm yet. Well, extra bucks for me.

Yesterday was leap year. So was it supposed to be a special day? I only know it's a busy day for me. And I am a bit irritable. School till abt 2, then had to wait for a student to get her A maths answer from me. And in the end she did not come and I heard that she did not even do the A maths paper. So I was thinking "Forget it. Since she dun wan to help herself, I dun wan to help her." Was pleased that at least the guy whom I gave the paper to, he tried his best.

Rushed to Malaysia for haircut. And then in the evening had to rush back to drive my sister home. And then rush again to Yishun for viewing. The client did not come- made a wasted trip. In this world, 1 + 1 is never equal to 2. Waiting with the other agent till 9pm, and then rushed to West Mall. Rush, rush and rush the whole day.